Somethings weird…I dunno wat…are relationships as complicated as they seem to be or is it just a mind game? Well my mind is in a poultry mess!!..I used tat as a figure of speech even though its not..u can undersatnd by tat description how messy my mind is right now!!and those who dunno wat poultry mess is ..trust me its messy,stinky and has poultry animals running around searchin for something all the time!I always find it difficult to talk to ppl who for some reason refrain/restrain themselves from talkin..im definitely gonna suck at being a cop!!It becomes awkward for me to get them to talk or pull details outta them…I mean come on..ur grown up enough..keep ur self in the other persons shoes and think for urself..see how uncomfortable it becomes…and then one thing leads to another..it all then becomes an entagled reel of an audio tape!!
Wat is immaturity? Expressing wat u feel and the other person doesn really understand/make sense out of it means ur immature?wat is the whole idea of expressing oneself fully to somebody then? Sometimes it is stupid but with matters of the heart isn’t it the best to let the person know wat u feel?hiding ur feelings , stopping oneself from screaming their gut out makes me sick!temper goes s high as the rockafellar center!!and then u struggle to maintain ur calm…by keeping ur mouth shut so tat u unnecessarily don’t hurt somebody elses feeling..and loose on relationships tat r hard to make but easier to break.Laughing out loud doesn really cover the silence tat is screaming out of my head sometimes!!life is a bitch..a good bitch actually..it teaches not to rely on ppl…cos again and again history repeats itself with a bang!