Where did I go wrong again
I believed , and I got pain
Even in a state of emptinessI thought of them..
My heart was lost…My mind on my past
The fear of it repeating
I went in to my shell
That stranger was a rebound
To silence the noises and the dreadful sound
The sound of insecurity, the sound of being left
The drops of blood were trying to quench my minds mess
How can I tell you what I feel
It’s a emotion.. verbalizing it is a deal
Sometimes I wish I shouldn have gotten so close
I convulted myself..unrightfully did the same to the people destiny chose.